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Wednesday, December 31, 2014

2014 - My Year in Books!!





My goal for 2014 was to read 40 books. I figured I had this in the bag since I'm not in nursing school anymore, I have FOUR whole days off every week. I mean… what would I be doing?? Not reading that much, it turns out. I read 32 books this year. Not bad! But not as many as I expected. Oh well, there's always next year!! I think I'll set my goal for 40 next year again and see if I can do better.

Anyway, these are the books I read, taken from my 2014 challenge on Goodreads. I love Goodreads so much. It's the place I keep all the books I want to read on a list, and where I keep track of all the books I read and when I read them. I also, love using it to find new books to read. It's so nice to have all my books in one place. When I want a new book from the library or Barnes and Noble, I just head on over to my "To read" list.

Now a review of some of my favorite books from this year (starting from January).

My Notorious Life by Kate Manning
From the Goodreads synopsis, "Inspired by the true history of an infamous female physician who was once called “the Wickedest Woman in New York,” My Notorious Life is a mystery, a family saga, a love story, and an exquisitely detailed portrait of nineteenth-century America."
I loved this book! I love historical fiction, especially when it involves feisty feminists, women's health and midwifery. Great characters, intriguing stories and it's based on a real woman!

The Sparrow by Mary Doria Russell
I read about this book on a list of must read books (I can't even remember where or what the list was about other than that…) and after reading I can't help but agree. Ugh, this book. Delicious, achingly beautiful, and thought provoking are all ways to describe this book. It's sort of science fiction, religious commentary, and dystopian novel all rolled into one. I cried at the end and I kind of want to just read it over and over again.

Cress by Marissa Meyer
This is the third in the fairy tale retelling Cinder series this one focuses a bit more on Cress (her version of the Rapunzel story), but brings back all of our favorite characters from the first two books. I love these books and I love re-imagining fairy tales.

House in the Sky by Amanda Lindhout
This is the memoir by journalist Amanda Lindhout who traveled to seemingly every corner of the globe, as a traveler and then as a journalist and photojournalist. This memoir tells of her childhood growing up in Canada, how she used to escape into National Geographic magazines, and then proceeds to her 20's where she worked in a bar to earn money to travel the world, eventually turning it into a paying job. The book also covers her 15 months held captive by militant islamists in Somalia and the amazing strength that helped her survive. I love memoirs and this one was at times hard to read (due to descriptions of her abuse) but so gorgeously written.

Everything Leads to You by Nina LaCour
I have to admit, I kind of fell in love with the cover of this book, which is always nice because I appreciate good covers. I love to read LGBT representations in YA books and they seem to be few and far between, although admittedly growing. I have to say I was jealous of the Hollywood setting for this book and I liked the behind the scenes feel of Emi's job as a set designer on movies.

Ash by Malinda Lo
Another fairy tell retelling (see I really love them), this time of Cinderella. This one includes more magic than the original one and includes a fairy world that Ash is able to travel back and forth in between. There's also a kickass female huntress. Plus, more LGBT YA representation!

Children of God by Mary Doria Russell
This is the sequel to The Sparrow. I have to say I was pretty darn excited when I found out there was a sequel. While I'm not sure this one is as good as the first, it does offer necessary follow up and closure to what the heck happened after the end of the first book.

The Harem Midwife by Roberta Rich
This is the sequel to The Midwife of Venice that I read last year. This one picks up where the previous book left off with our protagonist living in Constantinople and still catching babies as well as getting into more trouble. Like I've said I just love historical fiction about midwives.

The Retribution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkins
The final book in the Mara Dyer series!! Ugh, I've loved this series since I first read it, even though I was hesitant to even try it because I don't really like paranormal thriller sort of books. But these books are just so interesting! I'm constantly on the edge of my seat wanting to know what happens. This book is a great end to the series, answering pretty much all of the questions I've had since the beginning of the series.

Yes Please by Amy Poehler
I read this book almost entirely on planes to and from New York in November and it is the perfect plane/airport read. It's light, funny and interesting. I enjoyed the format of this book (although perhaps not the weight of the glossy pages) and Amy Poehler comes across as accessible and funny. I've heard the audiobook version is hilarious because Poehler reads it herself, so I may have to check that out eventually.

Brain on Fire by Susannah Cahalan
I picked this one up in one of the airport bookstores because I was afraid I might finish my books before I got home.  This was an interesting read about a journalist's spiral into "madness" which really turns out to be a rare disease with neurological and psychological symptoms. Medical mysteries (is that a book genre?) are super interesting to read.

The Midwife of Hope River by Patricia Harman
Oh look, more midwifery historical fiction! This one is written by an actual CNM (certified nurse midwife) and is set in West Virginia in the 1920's and 1930's. It's always interesting to read about different times and see how different and yet the same it is, especially birth.


Statistics:
Books by female authors: 31
Books by male authors: 1 (Goes to show that I really do try to consciously choose female authors)
YA books: 8
Biography/Memoir: 8





Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Things that make me happy

I'm in a rut. Yesterday was a bad day and last week was a bad week (M-W). Work is overwhelming and life is overwhelming and I seem less able to cope with all of it.

Thursday night my mom, two sisters and niece got here though. So there were lots of fun things to be done over the weekend. But the emotional crash that came after they left was bad. I got dressed for yoga last night but couldn't go because I literally could not stop crying.

But, I have choices. I have the power to make myself happy. Sometimes I need to remember this.

This morning I woke up at 6, angry that I was awake and dozed till 7. Before I opened my eyes I told myself, "Today will be a good day."


It's hard. Because I've already been awake for almost two hours and done nothing. I can't seem to balance my schedule of constant work on the days when I have to work (13+ hours) and days when I'm off and have no obligations. This newfound freedom of my time, is unsettling. During school there was always something to study, so even my free time was overrun with the guilt of not studying.

Now, I literally have nothing I have to do, to fill my days. Leaving me feeling unmoored and adrift, purposeless.

I know that there are things that make me feel better. I discovered them during school. There are things I can do that ensure I am happier, lighter. Spending time outside seems to be a sure fire mood booster. This is hard to do if its cold and rainy like it is right now. As much as I try to convince myself that rain is pretty, it kills my mood. I need to move somewhere where it is sunny 95% of the time.

Things that make me happy (aka things that I need to do more of):
- letter writing
- art journaling
- yoga (and exercise)
- meditation
- spending time outside
- reading
- photography

I need to figure out what to do with my time off. And I know I should just be relaxing and enjoying the fact that I have nothing to do. But that seems to be a recipe for disaster, because having no direction in my life leaves me feeling lost and sad. I'm constantly cooking up ideas for ventures I can do on the side: photography, cake decorating, traveling. I keep coming back to the photography. It makes me truly happy and is something that is flexible enough that I could do it while working full time as a nurse. It would fulfill my creatively, allow me to use my mind differently and maybe even bring in a little extra cash.

I just need to ruminate on how to make it all work. It doesn't help being in a new city where I know very few people. The energy needed to get out and make contacts, meet people and other photographers feels insurmountable right now. But I'm working on it.

And it's spring. Spring is the time of new starts, flowers blooming, rain washing away all the dirt and grime. The weather is nicer, I feel happier than I do during the winter. Spring seems full of possibilities.



I took an Adventure Vinyasa class last week and the teacher said, at the beginning of class "My idea of adventure is any situation in which joy is a possibility." 

I love this idea. The idea that adventures are fun and can be awesome if you allow them to be. I'm trying to apply this to my life. Everything can be an adventure if you let it. Joy is always a possibility if you seek it.



Monday, July 9, 2012

Halfway through my year in books!

I'm halfway through this year's reading! I set my goal on Goodreads to read 50 books this year and I've already read 33! 


Here are some of my favorites (starting at the beginning of the year):

The Fault in our Stars
I'm ashamed to say this is the first John Green book I've read even though I follow him on tumblr and twitter... But it's a great book! As Maureen Johnson described it, "It's a cry-tastic cancer comedy!" and that may be the best description I've seen of it yet. It's a wonderful read but have the tissues nearby because it's sad.
Recommended for: fans of YA, teens, people that like books about cancer, fans of John Green

Little Princes
This book reminds me a bit of Three Cups of Tea. It's the story of a 20 something guy who goes to Nepal and volunteers in an orphanage. He discovers that many children in Nepal are illegally trafficked and he vows to help return these lost children to their parents if possible.
Recommended for: people that like memoirs, anyone interested in orphanages, wanderlust souls, fans of Nepal

A Midwife's Story
This is a memoir of a nurse midwife who trained in the UK and eventually became a midwife for the Amish in Pennsylvania.
Recommended for: Midwives, midwifery students, nurses, nursing students, anyone interested in midwives

Starters
This is a YA dystopian where everyone between the ages of 20 and 60 is dead. This leaves only starters (anyone below 20) and enders who are usually in their 100's. Ender's have the ability to rent the bodies of starters to relieve their glory days. Incredibly interesting story that draws you in from the beginning.
Recommended for: YA fans, teens, fans of dystopia, science fiction lovers

Agorafabulous
A memoir by a comedian about her struggles with "agoraphobia, depression and unruly hair". Very funny and will definitely make you feel that your life isn't quite so horrible anymore when you find out that Benincasa was at one point so afraid to leave her room that she peed in bowls and hid them under her bed.
Recommended for: Memoir lovers, people interested in mental illness, anyone who likes to laugh.

Insurgent
The second book in the Divergent trilogy. This is a great follow up to Divergent. As soon as I finished it I wanted to read it again. It's just as action packed as the first one.
Recommended for: YA fans, teens, dystopia lovers, SciFi fans, anyone that likes to read!

In my Father's Country
This is a memoir from an Afghan born woman who returns to Afghanistan as a civilian interpreter for the US military. She has a unique viewpoint from someone who lived in Afghanistan and understands the Pashtun traditions but has the freedom of being an American woman.
Recommended for: Memoir lovers, people interested in international affairs, anyone who wants to read a first hand account of the US war in Afghanistan.

Unorthodox 
The memoir of a woman who was born into a Hasidic Jewish sect in Brooklyn. She grew up and got married but then left the sect after her marriage and subsequent birth of her child. This is a very interesting look into the lives of Hasidic modern day women.
Recommended for: Memoir lovers, people interested in Judaism, religion fans

The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer
I had read about this book and it was recommended to me by a friend but I wasn't completely sure when I read the synopsis. I'm glad I got it anyway because once I started reading I was hooked! This book is part YA love story, part supernatural psychological mystery.
Recommended for: YA, teens, supernatural fans

Cinder 
I was a bit hesistant about this book when I read the synopsis but it had a 4 star rating on goodreads so I decided to give it a shot. I LOVED this book. I wasn't really sure I'd be into the whole cyborg thing but this book was wonderful. It is a (sort of) retelling of the Cinderella fairy tale but that part of the story really isn't the most important. The main components of the book are much more interesting (in my opinion). This is another great YA dystopia.
Recommended for: YA, teens, fans of SciFi, dystopia lovers, techno geeks